Busy busy!

I've been having so much fun these last two weeks! I've been up to the temple 3 times, ice skating twice, and am planning a Chocolate Extravaganza with Rachel and John C!

The big problem is I can't find the cable to put my pictures from the camera on the computer, so you will just have to suffer through cell phone pictures! HAHAHA!

Rachel and I at the Ice Center downtown(ish). Upstairs they have a sports bar with a fire place, you can see it between our faces. We were warming our fannies by the fire!


This Santa was at the Denny's we ate at later. It was funny at the time....



I also bought new shoes yesterday! YAY! The first girly looking shoes I've bought for a long time. Hooray for DSW and their points for gift certificates program!

So thats what I've been up to. Good times!!!

DateS

Yes that's right!

I went on DateS this weekend with 2 boys from the singles ward I'll be attending soon! I saw the new Bond movie at both dateS. HAHAHAHA! Good times!

Its so nice to be back in the singles groove after being in limbo for so long (I never really wanted to be single again, but now that I find myself here it feels good that it can be fun). Its also nice to know that there are boys that see me and think: I would like to see a movie with her. Its doing wonders for my self esteem but don't worry, I'll try not to let it get to my head.

Now, if you'll excuse me, I have an FHE activity to attend!

Miss Meliss

So today was my first official full day of being single again. Going ice skating tonight with YSA and planning on having a blast.

um ya.

Dear Diary

Dear Diary,

Yesterday was a hard day. You'd think that after a year and a half of heartache I'd be done feeling heartachey and crybabyish, right? Apparently not.

So yesterday I was helping a friend move from his storage unit to his new HOUSE. He is very excited and was showing me all the stuff he had. He's divorced too and to see all of his life in one little room in boxes was kind of sad, but he was so happy and said it was like Christmas, unwrapping all his old toys and what not. I have all my stuff in storage at the same unit upstairs so I thought I'd take a peak since I hadn't been there since I moved it all there in August. Big mistake.

I went up there expecting to be all excited too, finding nuggets of familiar things. Instead all I saw were boxes of unopened gifts, reminders of hurt feelings and dreams never to come true. Its all I have to show for an 11 month marriage and 8 months of separation. I leaned against the door frame and cried, and cried. My friend came up to see if I was ok, saw me at my pathetic state, and gave me hug and a shoulder to cry on for another 20 minutes. No questions asked, no telling me to feel better, just a hug and a shoulder. I grabbed a candle and a little shelf to take home so I didn't feel like I went up there for nothing.

I went home, cried for another 20 minutes on mom's sholder, ate too much buttery dinner and threw up until 11pm. All in all a productive day.

Good news: The divorce is final this Sunday, Nov. 9th, so I'm having a Sushi night at Sato Sushi off of Monteray Road in San Jose for any one who would like to come. I am planning on getting "drunk" off of Miso soup! I actually am excited, don't let the story above confuse you.

Until my next next mental break down, kisses!